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<3 amanda <3

...My Heart Is Open For You

Created on 2005-06-29 15:21:03 (#7584452), never updated

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Name:	amanda
Birthdate:	06-17
Location:	Whitby, Ontario, Canada

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I still get my hopes up every time, hoping that, just this once, you'll care.
But you don't. You never do. And it crushes me every time.

I am 5'4 and a hopelessly contradiction. I am smart, but have a habit of acting stupidly. I will say that I don't care, but that really means that I couldn't care more if I tried. I love too hard. I can feel hurt for days, until I say that I don't care, still unable to shrug it off. I DON'T cry for no reason, but sometimes I will start out of nowhere. Sometimes I look up, and wonder how I got here, unsure if it is even a place i want to be. I like to be spontaneous, but I commonly regret rash action. I am easily influenced, and don't know when I am in too deep, until I am drowning. I love my friends and try to show it. Sometimes I feel lost if they dont show it back. Sometimes I look at people wondering "who the hell do they think they are", and realize that they are wondering the same thing... I often feel like my life is happening to me, and that I cannot take control of it. I am much more self aware than you may think. I hate when other people affect the way I feel negatively, although I am constantly putting myself in a position to let it happen. The littlest things can make me happy... A hug means the world to me. :) </justify>

FRIENDS!

Sammy is always willing to offer thought worthy advice.
I would feel like a complete TV bum, if I didnt have Claire to makes my obsession seem like nothing:P I <3 it
Alexus is always up for a good time.. and I am NOT about to dissapoint (when are we getting arrested?!)
Victor my best italian friend (despite the fact that he is also french)...
...although Gio is my PROUDEST italian...
... and Carm is definately my cutest :)
Carlaaa is one of the cutest girls I know... All those times in the bathroom..
...hmm while on the topic of bathrooms *cough* TORI! I'm sorry we can forget about that night... Although there are other things that i will never let her live down...
That was the night that I licked Richard (my birthday buddy!)'s neck and didn't know about it until 2 days later
Matt still claims that bunning before an exam is actually helpful
Sam still loves my hugs :)
Sami and I should really just switch the guys that we like
Danielle is beautiful... especially in her interesting tan :P
I'm always amazed at how out of shape I am, when I look at Kelita (im jealous :P)
For such a skinny person, Laura had a HUGE brain
Kelly is my swimming buddy... I will never be able to think of Zepplin the same way
Swimming in august! Kaitlyn i cant wait!
Cavan is my soon to be tennis buddy!!!!! Tuesday :)
Brittany cannot stop talking with her hands... even if she holds them
Mat and I had a special way to climb the stairs...
...all the way up to math with Mike who should have just cheated off my exam!
I put makeup on Brady... or shall I say Kalan???
Kevin is comming to Europe with me! We are hitting Amsterdam :)
I can't listen to Lennon without thinking of Charlie
I recieve nine page letters from Ashley (typed!)
..and have been meaning to call Kristina for weeks... I promise i will.

All of these people and more have affected my life and i <3 you for it!

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♥ ♥ ♥ "Love is about the fights, the making up, the break-ups, the tears, and the bittersweet memories. It's about the trust, the will to be, the sweet kisses, those beautiful pictures, and "the stop at nothing" to get it back when it's been taken away. It's about not giving up on the one thing that gives you the will the continue...that my friend, is the truest kind of love." ♥ ♥ ♥

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